Today wasnt toooo bad.
Intake.
-Protien bar[170cal]
-Ice cream[300cal]
-Rawmen Noodles[200cal]
-Casadilla[210cal]
-Green Apple[-120cal]
-I bite o. brownie[50ish?cal]
Total. 930cal.. again.

I could've done without the brownie bite(i felt soooo bad, I was at church and didn't realize what I was doing till I did it.). The ice cream was on impulse too. Maybe I should just stop with the sweets? They're my weakness.
And the Casadilla was at like 9:00 at night, I could've done with out it too. blechhhy. So my intake would've been
263cals if was anywhere near sensible. But i'm stupid.
I think I've been eating so much because I've stopped smoking temporarily. I'd rather smoke then eat so I'm going to start up again. whatever. idc. =/ Idk if I'm prego or not but when I get a pos on a test then I'll stop smoking and dieting. I'm done with this bullshit.
Tomarrow-
I'm eating 1/2 protien bar for breakfast.
Then between 3:00-7:00pm tomarrow I'm allowed to eat.
Under 500 cals of course!
And NO sweets
RESTARTING ABC.

Yay! i'm so excited. I get my ciggs, my weed, my diet. what more does a gurl need?
♥I hope my Sweeties are Well! ♥

I got these new protien/meal diet bars.
I think I'll start replacing a meal with half a bar.
And possibly start up everyones FaVe diet if I have a week of good behavior.
I spent most of the after noon with Sam[this guy who I have the hots for but is much to young for me], then came home.

I ate a whole fucking pizza... like a 300lb pig would. so I feel like a fat pig.
Then I had a chocolate bar and ice-cream. Talk about UGH ugh.
I'm so overwhelmed, I have geometry to catchup on, I'm completly lost with Sam & I and I need a dictonary to do my Novels work.
 
Tomarrow I'ma wake up extra-early to do some excersizes.
After that I'll fill up on fruit & water for breakfast, protien bar for lunch, and I'll have a few bited of dinner & some vegtables for dinner.
I'm disapointed in myself. But I know if I punish punish then I'll eat eat, then I'll get 10x as fat as I'm already getting.  So I'm just planning and anticipating.
I weigh 130 lbs right now. I'm intending on fixing that.


♦♥ Stay Beautiful Lovlies.♥♦